The Way You Look At Me..

A child is the greatest gift that our lives can bestow. It brings the most exquisite joy that we will ever know. Some days deliver happiness far more than we can touch. The way they look at us, make us feel important. All the hopes in their eyes make us strong to go through the days.   Somehow, I remembered you. No words can describe it. Each and everyday we prayed for you. We give you in the hand of Heavenly Master…rest and be joyful with Him.       

In memories of ‘you'…. 

No one ever saw me like you do 

All the things that I could add up to 

I never knew just what a smile was worth 

But your eyes say everything without a single word 

'Cause there's something in the way you look at me 

It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece 

You make me believe that there's 

nothing in this world I can't be 

I'd never know what you see 

But there's something in the way you look at me 

If I could freeze the moment in my mind 

Be the second that you touch your lips to mine 

I'd like to stop the clock make time stand still 

'Cause baby this is just the way I always wanna feel 

'Cause there's something in the way you look at me 

It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece 

You make me believe that there's 

nothing in this world I can't be 

I'd never know what you see 

But there's something in the way you look at me 

I don't know how or why 

I feel different in your eyes 

All I know is that it happens every time 

'Cause there's something in the way you look at me 

It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece 

You make me believe that there's 

nothing in this world I can't be 

I'd never know what you see 

But there's something in the way you look at me 

The way you look at me

Life Is Like A Boat

Ocean..waves.. wind ... moon ... star ... and a boat ..boat of life!!

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

Tookude iki wo shiteru toumei ni nattamitai
Kurayami ni omoe takedo mekaku shisarete tadake
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

Hito no kokoro wa utsuri yuku nukedashita kunaru
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de fune wo tsureteku

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I.... can see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong

Tabi wa mada tsudzuiteku odayakana hi mo
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de fune wo terashidasu
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Unmei no fune wo kogi
nami wa tsugi kara tsugi e to
Watashitachi wo osou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne
Dore mo suteki na tabi ne

row..row..row your boat..sailing down the stream..merilly..merilly..merilly..life is bout the dream... :)

Love Is Universal...

I don’t have to say any words of this scenes.. we all knew it..

Love is universal. Whatever races, religion, country or colour we are.. we’ve bind up in one love. Love one another, support one another and pray for one another..

We Will Not Going Down
(Composed by Micheal Heart- Copyright 2009)

A blinding flash of white light
Lit up the sky over Gaza tonight
People running for cover
Not knowing whether they’re dead or alive

They came with their tanks and their planes
With ravaging fiery flames
And nothing remains
Just a voice rising up in the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die

We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

Women and children alike
Murdered and massacred night after night
While the so-called leaders of countries afar
Debated on who’s wrong or right

But their powerless words were in vain
And the bombs fell down like acid rain
But through the tears and the blood and the pain
You can still hear that voice through the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

This song (by Micheal Heart) are dedicated to Gaza and the profit will goes to the charity for Gaza. God Bless!!

Fashions Rage!!

I feel bored. ‘To wake me up’ I’m surfing internet and go to fashion web. To my surprised… the see-thru fashions is back!! But with different perspective.  I dared not to wear it..  lol.. how bout your girls?

Sooner or later these fashions will come to Asia.. possible to Malaysia.. and then to KK…

What you see above are not see-thru skirts. They are actually prints on the skirts to make it look as if the panties are visible and these are the current rage in Japan. 

My personal opinions, this kind of fashions are one of the world sickness..attempting for crime..rape? possible. Giving a bad image to young peoples especially in fashion industries. What for the Fashion Designer Course if they no need any cloths? Even though they said it's a printed skirts, but possible in a future... they would not need any cloth!!! just a tattoo? or painted skin? think about it. What else... an exploitation to woman? craved for $$$ to go into the fashions?

What do you think about the fashion now? would you die for it? hehehehe.... 

Tag From Honey

RULES: ~ Bold the statements that are true for you. Italicise the statements that you wish are true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, tag 5 people to do the same test~

I miss somebody right now.

I love vacation.

I bake a cake.

I do not watch TV these days.

I wear glasses or contact lenses.

I love to play video games.

I am married.

I have tried marijuana.

I still love with my ex-boyfriend/girlfriend.

I have been in a threesome.

I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

I have changed mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I curse.

I’m totally smart.

I’ve broken someone’s bones.

I’m paranoid sometimes.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need money right now.

I love sushi.

I talk really, really fast.

I am a millionaire.
I have long hair.

I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I have at least one sibling.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.

I like the way I look.

I am usually pessimistic.

I have a lot of mood swings.

I have a hidden talent.

I have a lot of friends.

I am currently single.

I have pecked someone of the same sex.

I enjoy talking on the phone.

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

I love to shop.

I would rather shop than eat.

I don't hate anyone.

I am a pretty good dancer.

I love sex.

I have a cell phone.

I believe in God.

I watch MTV on a daily basis.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I’ve rejected someone before.

I want to have children in the future.

I have changed a diaper before.

I’ve called the cops on a friend before.

I am not allergic to anything.

I have a lot to learn.

I’m shy around members of the opposite sex.

I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.

I have tried alcohol before.

I own the South Park movie.

I would die for my best friend.
I love to chat (YM/MSN/etc..)

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.

I am happy at this moment.

I’m obsessed with girls.

I’m obsessed with boys.

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.

I study for tests most of the time.

I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever I can.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

I’m proficient in a musical instrument.

I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.

I hate office jobs.

I love sci-fi movies.

I went college out of state.

I like sausages.

I love kisses.

I fall for the worst people.

I can’t live without black eyeliner.

I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.

I usually like covers better than originals.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither.

I have ridden/owned a horse.

I still have every journal I’ve written in.

I can’t stick to a diet.

I talk in my sleep.

I wear a toe ring.

I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.

I am a caffeine junkie.

I feel sad sometimes.

I’m an artist.

I only clean my room when necessary.

I am an adrenaline junkie.

I love being happy.

I am on diet.

I'm tagging – Huguan, Beck, Webber, Sogoh, Angel

Happiness Is The Way

I believe most of you out there have a planned on Friday night..I supposed..didn’t you? Anyway, as for myself I’ve attended the New Year Thanksgiving organized by one of the ministry in our church and I’m one of the group. A short prayer then food..food..food and foods hehhehe. Well, I’m enjoyed myself through the crowd and have shared a thought with one of the elders there. At first we talking about gathering.. then come to the topic of happiness. He asked me what is happiness mean to me and when I should feel it. I shared what I think it’s should be. I get shocked when he told to me that happiness is a journey and don’t give a limit of time when we should feel it..there is no time to wait..lol.. ^_^..

What make us happy? When we start to be happy? How we define happy in our life? In which stage that we called how happy we are?

We convince ourselves that life will be better if we have a good job, a place to stay, a partner to live with and secured future. Hence we are frustrated that what we planned was always not come in our way. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, are able to go on a nice vacation, when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when?

Our life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to ourself and decide to be happy anyway. In the way of our life journey there is always obstacles of life like it or not. This perspective has helped me to see that there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So, reassure every moment that we have. And treasure it more because we shared it with someone special, special enough to spend our time...and remember that time waits for no one...

So stop waiting until we finish school, until we go back to school, until we lose weights, until we gain weight, until we get married, until we have kids, until our kids leave the house, until we start work, until we retire, until Friday night, until Sunday morning, until we get a new car or home, until our car or home is paid off, until end of the day, until we die, until we are born again to decide that there is no better time than right now to be happy..

It’s seem like the conversation with the elder link with my resolution this year and I should take as a sign for me to spread up my wing. To be ready to fly again…to take this as an opportunity to live my life to the fullest (emm..I remember Nadia’s blog..living lives to the fullest..lol.) I think..I’ve to agree with this one.. Happiness is a journey, not a destination. How bout you guys?

Dia Mengerti..

I'm chatting with one of my good friend today..talking about healing and seeking for answers for something that we are not understand in our life. Why? where? how? who?..no convincing answers. We planned to go to RPK in a month time..maybe we can get the answers there..maybe not..whatever it is, we still believe there is purposes for everything. 

And for that..I remembered this song..believe in Him

Terkadang kita merasa 

Tak ada jalan terbuka

Tak ada lagi waktu

Terlambat sudah

Tuhan tak pernah berdusta

Dia s’lalu pegang janji-Nya

Bagi orang percaya

Mujizat nyata

Reff:

Dia mengerti, Dia peduli

Persoalan yang sedang terjadi

Dia mengerti, Dia peduli

Persoalan yang kita alami

Namun satu yang Dia minta

Agar kita percaya

Sampai mujizat menjadi nyata

Tuhan mengerti

Enjoy the song..God Bless U All

To Be Saved And Live Again!!

(Photo taken from Image Search Yahoo)

I know some of my friends out there had set this resolution this year.. wanted to be ‘live’ again and had power to overcome their weaknesses. For that I believed that we need to understand and dig out more what really make us living in such situations. Me? Of course I want to ‘live’ again. This is one of my goal this year.

I want to be happy, want to be better, be really good, be able to help others, understand myself, understand life and others, be able to have or do what I wanted. I needed to have more control, be more kind, have the good knowledge to be able to use my power at the good place to do good. I want to be free. I want to put my life in the good way, understand and be free of my sadness and my suffering. I want to have the capacity to be able to repair the bad things I have done to other. I want to understand why I have problems, why I revolt, where I come from and where I go, how to change things, how to change myself; I want to be able to use the power of my mental which I rarely use it, want to understand what's going on. Understand from where are all this rages  comes from, understand my emotions, understand how to stand, understand and understand again and always more, find lot of answers to lot of question.

I wasn't able to be happy a years because been hurting too often or I was hurting me myself.  I was asking myself 100 times if I'm good or bad. I have found myself bad 100 times, I was in despair. I had no solution and no true help (or maybe I’m the one who rejected the ‘helps’?)

I’ve been asked this question by one of my philosophy friend…what is important to you the journey of life or the destiny? Well.. I don’t know your answer guys.. you tell me.. hehehehe. But… what I’ve learned for years.. the journey is far greater than the destiny.