I got married
just over 2 weeks ago and things pretty much feel the same so far. I've been
wondering if it's going to feel different, and when, but I'm guessing it's one
of those things where you don't see the transformation until after it's
happened. For the first time, I did just check the box for "married" on
an assessment form and it was fun
I began to see that yes, things
were different now, and I felt a little different, but life as part of a
married couple was not so radically different that I needed to lay in bed
freaking out about it. He is still he, and I was still me. And yes, there was
the new element of us being legally bound to one another, and yes it was really
weird to think about it. But as the day continued I believed we will settle
back into our normal lives. There was a time we playfully called each other
husband and wife, testing out the words errr.. a bit weird but fun.
Sometimes I wonder how capable I am in adjusting myself to be someone
wife’s especially if he is not staying with me. He worked in peninsula while I’m
still here. Although we have discussed about it but the feeling of wanting to
have a normal marriage life (husband and wife in a same house) are very strong.
Now I’m staying with in laws and they are very supportive. I’m letting God
to work His mighty hand on us. Really hope my husband could be transferred
here..
