A Thank You Note

A good quality in us might make a rival or enemy in a journey of success. Most people along the journey were greedy and would push you beyond the limits. People react differently in different situations. We can’t blame anyone for anything. So it is better to love them because love could change everything. From worse to better, sadness to joy, darkness to light. I don’t want to hate those people because they don’t deserve it!! They deserve to be supported, encouraged and motivated. I’m willing to ride a roller coaster with them as long they take my hand and accept the things that we can’t do it alone The world is changing does not means you have to change to be more mean than before. All you have to do is to accept the changes and embrace it.

Thank you to you who made me who I am. You have pointed out my flaws and made me realized that I could do better. You made fun on my looks, my clothes, my personality, my thoughts, my opinions and personal views. But it does not harm me because you make me take better care of myself, make me more of me than I was before.

Thank you to you because all you have done was made me stronger. You made me fight for what’s right and made me stand up for myself, pushed me in both mentally and physically, made me defend myself and tortured my soul. You have turned my tortured soul into a soul that looks forward to the brightness of new day, a soul that finds only the best in everything and everyone, a soul that forgives you and loves you that all you wanted from someone else, a soul that is willing to embrace you and understand your pain and in willing to know you better. Because you know that I far ahead beyond you now.. lol.

Lovely March

Thanks God.. I love my month of March very much even tough it was a bit hard to deal. Having so much happy moment in my short trip vacation to Vietnam, Resort & island, spiritual retreats and gathering with friends. Not to say, the burden of work and social count in too hehehe.

Will upload some of the pictures soon. Internet connection not really good right now always pop ups with error message. Guess the pictures have to wait..

We are entering Holy week which the triduum will start soon. Before it too late, I would like to wish all of you have a blessed Holy Week and Easter..

My Half Year of 2012

Yipeee... I would like to say that this is my year of vacation. For the last two years, I've been dealing with work and studies and I think this is the time to reward myself...lol.

Since I know January is a busy month, I've planned my vacation to start in February. Sigh... I only managed to take a days off in late February. So, I've decided to spend my time at resort and beach with my closest friends..N.G.U.N.S group (will blog about it.. surely you'll want to know what's N.G.U.N.S stand for..hehehehe) to the Tip of Borneo. Cant wait for it.

So for March I'll balance it with retreats (since this is a lent season) and trip to overseas..Vietnam...yihaaaa... at least my passport would not be empty for so long..lol.

April.. more spiritual events and I did not decide to go for any trips. But, unfortunately, I've to re-planned it. Need to go to Kuala Lumpur for convocation (yeah..my hardwork paid off!!!) and why not planned for short trip right? hehehe..

Bandung or Jakarta will be place to visit in May but I'm not decide yet. I might change it to Plan B (wink..)...finger crossed!! and yes spiritual events will comes first.

Philipines trip are in my June vacation list.. ok this is time for shopping.. promised to myself 'no more shopping within this six months'...hehehehe...

For this lent season, let us reflect what our Saviour has done for us since He loves us so much. Thank you Lord for all the blessing that come my way. Thank you for this wonderful life...

Happy lent to everybody...

Healing Hand Of God

I have seen the many faces,

I fear in the pain.

I have watched the tears fall plenty,

From heart ache and strength.

So if life's journey, Has you weary and afraid.

There's rest in the shadow of his wings.

I have walked through the valleys,

The mountains and plains.

I have held the hand of freedom,

It washes all my stains.

If you feel the weight of many trials,

And burdens from this world.

There's freedom in the shelter of the Lord.

I have seen,

The healing hand of God,

Reaching out and mending broken hearts.

Taste and see the fullness of His peace,

And hold on to what's being held out.

The healing hand of God.

I have touched the scars upon His hands,

To see if they were real.

He has walked the road before me,

He knows just how I feel.

When you feel there is not anyone,

Who understands your pain,

Just remember all of Jesus' suffering.

(Chorus)

Cast all your cares on Him,

For He cares for you.

He's near to the broken and confused.

By His stripes,

Our spirit is renewed.

So enter in the joy prepared for you.

(Chorus)

The healing hand of God (x2)

And hold on to what's being held out (x2)

The healing hand of God

Oh Oh Oh Oh

~Jeremy Camp~

A Time to begin..

Another year passed. A new chapter of life has begun. And here I am.. walked in the same road, same journey in different times. Thousand of reasons to be cry, laugh and share in 2011. I thankful for all that. The struggles, bitterness, sadness, happiness and the uncertainty has brought me to 2012. Despite to all the traumatize years, I become strong in every way of God. I know suffering will pass if the door of acceptance open and to allows the positive energy to step in. Let the new breeze in to comfort the rage storm.

Present suffering may pass, Lord your mercy will last

And my heart will find praise, I will delight in your way

If my heart has grown cold, there your love will unfold

When I'm blind to my way, there your spirit will pray

As you open my eyes to the work of Your hands

I will walk this journey with hope, faith and love. Prayers and Angels will be with me by the prayer of you.

Somebody praying, I can feel it

Mighty hand are guarding me

To protect me from what I cant see

Lord I believe, somebody praying for me..

Angels are watching over me, I can feel it

There's many miles ahead until I got home..safely arrive into Your throne

Lord, be my refuge at this hour. I have been accused, insulted, blames and judged wrong. Please will you come by me, I want to rest in your arms. I know there is peace and comfort only through you. Broken heart, shattered dreams and tearing eyes will be renewed.

Words from the heart

Its been over a month I did not update my blog. So much things happened. And all I can say, its gives a meaningful in my life. A step forward to my journey and a 'weapons' in my battle to the next coming year. Thank you to all family and friends to make things happened. Especially to God who gives me a good health and full insight of life expectation and a new hope to the new calendar of life. Here I am again to wish you all Merry Christmas and Happy New Year...

Lets not forget for the 'gifts' that we are going to receive in this season. Its not just a jolliness, foods, gifts or laughter but the one and only..its all about Him.

Thanks and Regards,

Truly me..