Happy Merdeka Raya

Time flies so fast. For this past few months I'm living my life with full of gratitude. Happy for whatever I have and trying my best to achieved for whatever I dreams for. Here we are again...in a corner of celebration of Hari Raya and soon for Merdeka Day for our country.

Despite of many rumors and problems facing by our country, together we unite in celebration of Merdeka. 

Long weekend is coming..yeah..I'm happy to realized it. Its means we can have days to rest and time spend with family. 

By the way, have a safe journey... and God bless you all. 

Don't Give Up on Me

Not much to say..enjoy it as Wednesday pleasure... :)

I don't go to church enough,
I curse out loud I drink too much,
I'm more of a sinner than a saint,

Gotta dusty bible on my shelf,
I just pick it up when I need help,
Lord knows there's a lot I need to change,
And I want to baby you make me want to,

(Chorus)
You tie the knot when I'm at the end of my rope,
You never stop believing in me when I don't know,
Who I am or what I'm supposed to be,
I don't give you no good reasons,
But baby don't give up on me,

I've smoked my last cigarette,
At least a hundred times I bet,
I guess I'll just keep quitting til it sticks,
But for all the things I've failed to do,
I've never failed at loving you,
We both know I can't grant your every wish,
But I want to baby you make me want to,

Weekend Book Fairs

The world’s largest floating book fair of MV Doulos visited Sabah in year 2009 (I think..). MV Doulos have been around the globes for 16 times in 32 years. There is hundred selection of books on science, religious, cookery, hobbies, sports, dictionary, children stories, CD’s and much more. I love the floating book fair and heard that it will be a last visit to Sabah due to the condition of the cruise. Sigh… and I do hope MV Doulos come again. But last weekend during the mass, the MC has announced that there is new cruise coming to town on 18 November to 11 December!!.. yeah and now the cruise is MV Logos Hope (wow.. looks like my hope comes to reality..).

MV Logos Hope was designed to replace MV Doulos which was sold to BizNaz Resources International. They looking for volunteer to be a crewmembers and this is good news to the youngster out there. Learn and get experience in discipleship, cultural exchange and working in an international environment. So boys and girls take this opportunity to learn and gain new experiences in your school break. As for us this is time for togetherness... family with children and loved one...let us cruise with the books..lol (what??..oh..yes..I'm book worm..lol). And that is a fact..

As for me, this is my weekend list. Sigh.. I’m talking about weekend already..lol..

Wordless Wednesday (Week 1, Oct)

Wordless Wednesday...

God Bless you...

Here The Weekend

Since these few months I'm longing for holidays. No public holidays for this month and I planned to take a holidays..just a short escape from this hectic life but no clue where to go..lol. Luckily weekend is here and I will make use of it. I dont have any planned for weekend gateway this month and I'm trying to make myself loaded with nice things :). Those negatives energies and emotional interference need to put on rest.

I'm looking forward for this coming weekend. I'm going to hunt the ngiu chap (beef stew) at my favorite place hehehe. I promised to myself that starting next week I will be stick with my diet to get rid the calories in my body. I cant stop eating and snacking these few days. I'm still in my ideal weight but I know those calories would accumulate and turned to fat in a future. However, keeping healthy and enough energies is important plus with exercise... :(. I hate exercising..any alternatives way? hehee...

Those pictures a where my calories come..hahaha. Menus for this five days..lol

Varieties of foods drives me crazy. Locals and westerns restaurants are mushrooming and I cant keep my desire to have a 'food test'!!.

Oh ya...Popular Bookstore and Times having a books fair discount up to 30%. Looking forward to visit there too..lol.

By the way have a blessed weekeend guys...enjoy it. Not everyday we have weekend hehehe...

Peek a bo

Hello there..yup i know its more than a month did not update my blog. Being too much attached with the crazy life but thanks God I still managed to catch up through  FB and Twitter..lolx.  This will be very short update as a comeback hehe..just want to say hello to June hehe...sleepy now, gotta go sleep. Nitey nite..

Blessed Day..

Thanks God I feel blessed to wake each day and see the world in a new light. Blue is a beauitiful colour and heart-warming feeling. Just look at the sky, isn't blue beautiful?. Its not a sad colour. After all what is Tuesday without Monday...what a day after Sunday?... hehehe..

Blue to Blues..Happy BlueS Monday everyone!!. Today is Merdeka Eve..feel the heat and lets rock the town tonight!! By the way, do not forget to submit your assignement to the pay master..lol!!. It will make our Merdeka worth meaning... ok back to work..lol

BLESSED MONDAY..BLESSED MERDEKA!!

Pie of emotions..

Suddenly stumble with this chart pie... 'hope' presented very little here... most people easily lost hope when stuck in the troubles. Whatever problems we are facing..dont forget to lit up the candle of HOPE.. (hehehee..especially to me..). Need a break through..

I remembered a quote about HOPE..mind to share with you...

The Four Candles burned slowly.
Their Ambiance was so soft you
could hear them speak...

The first candle said, "I Am Peace, but these days, nobody
wants to keep me lit." Then Peace's flame slowly
diminishes and goes out completely.

The second candle says, "I Am Faith, but these days, I am
no longer indispensable." Then Faith's flame slowly
diminishes and goes out completely.

Sadly the third candle spoke, "I Am Love and I haven't the
strength to stay lit any longer."
"People put me aside and don't understand my
importance. They even forget to love those who are
nearest to them." And waiting no longer, Love goes out
completely.

Suddenly...A child enters the room and sees the three
candles no longer burning. The child begins to cry, "Why
are you not burning? You are supposed to stay lit until the
end."

Then the Fourth Candle spoke gently to the little boy,
"Don't be afraid, for I Am Hope, and while I still burn, we
can re-light the other candles."

With Shining eyes the child took the Candle of Hope and
lit the other three candles.

Never let the Flame of Hope go out of your life.
With Hope, no matter how bad things look and
are...Peace, Faith and Love can Shine Brightly in our lives.

Where Are Them Now

Once upon a time.. they are my favourites.. and still..

Hahahaa.. my beautiful and sexy hero.. my notes book full with her stickers.. yay!!

Never say no.. heheee


Popeye the sailorman..piitt..piiitt!!!... and that time I believed spinach can make you strong hehehehe.. skinny Olive who always wanted a strong man... During my school time I've been labeled as an 'Olive'.. and now who dared to label me? hehehhee.. I'm not skinny anymore..whoaa hahaa.,..

Natasha Fatale.. the big bos woman at the Bullwinkle show... her order is a command..

My dearest Muttley.. love his gigling.. wheezing.. shackle-razzle

Here.. my favourites Mr. Magoo.. always being saved by his weird and spontaneous characters..


How's a day.. where to go... Hello Magilla

Remind me the sexiest and seductive woman......


Jughead.. one of the pal of Archie.... his weird and classic behaviour...

Happy Friday everybody and have a Blessed weekend......

All about them..

Well.. what I mean is.. I really miss them a lot. My nephews and niece... ^_^ xoxoxox0

How Can I Keep From Singing

When I was a child.. I keep sing this song with my friends. Listening to these song again make me realized how 'rich' we are... lol..



My life goes on in endless song
Above earths lamentations,
I hear the real, though far-off hymn
That hails a new creation.

Through all the tumult and the strife
I hear its music ringing,
It sounds an echo in my soul.
How can I keep from singing?

While though the tempest loudly roars,
I hear the truth, it liveth.
And though the darkness round me close,
Songs in the night it giveth.

No storm can shake my inmost calm,
While to that rock Im clinging.
Since love is lord of heaven and earth
How can I keep from singing?

When tyrants tremble in their fear
And hear their death knell ringing,
When friends rejoice both far and near
How can I keep from singing?

In prison cell and dungeon vile
Our thoughts to them are winging,
When friends by shame are undefiled
How can I keep from singing?

Life That We Want..

In this every changing time, it is often the goal of most to change their lives. There is nothing wrong with wanting to change our life for the better but it is wrong TO CHANGE OTHER PEOPLE LIFE JUST TO SHAPE YOUR OWN LIFE. Am I correct guys?

This desire that helps us to get what we want. With this desire people often miss out on being happy in the moment they are in. They sit there waiting to get to the point in their life when they can be happy. They are missing out on the true happiness taht is life. The journey needs to be just as happy as the end of destination. They are trying hard to reach to the point they want to. Even though, this will gives negatives effects to other people lives or in other words, to let their loved ones in miserable moments.

Dont RUSH.. take one step at a time. Give me breath.. do not change too quick.. look for the small things that make you smile as you go through your days and treasure it. There are many little things that we cross everyday can make us happy. Just because you are on journey, it does not mean that you will not encounter things on the way that will make you happy as well. Whenever you fall... get up and raised!! Make a little step again..do not give up and DONT change to other lane.. you will never discouver the beauties and the sorrow of the previous lane you took . You might lose or gain something. The important things you to know is.. I'm always there to be with you..

Think and discover the most important things in your life. This will help you to focus yourself on the positives level. You can start out small. And dont forget to smile through out your day. No matter what is going on keep a smile on your face. A smile can do wonders when it comes to keeping you happy during your days and other people days too.

To the person I concern very much..

Dont Give Up!

Keep Walking..run..stop..tired..stress.. day turns to grey.. bright again..sleep.. wake up.. sometimes stumble..then rise again… That is colour of life.

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you're lost inside
I...I will be there to find you

Don't give up

Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one needs to be heard
You are loved

I Keep remind myself...lol!!!...

1 Million Lottery!!

I got this email yesterday from so called 'Microsoft Corporation Lottery'. It's really show that this email a scam and trying to confuse readers to 'contribute' to their organization. If anyone of you have received this kind of email..ignored it. These e-mail messages are intended to start a dialogue with people in order to convince them to hand over money or personal information or to click dangerous links on the Web. Its most common form is an e-mail message that claims that you have won a large sum of money, or that a person will pay you a large sum of money for little or no work on your part. And sometime this 'scam' telling people that the money will be transferred in stages basis as they afraid the money will go to the wrong person. This statement make us believe they are 'real'. Further, they will asked some administration fees, tax fees and etc to help them to make speedy action to transferred the money to your bank account. Crazy...!!

Anyway, we can assist Microsoft Corporation to stop this kind of crime by making a report to the local authority and copy the crime report and email to lotfraud@microsoft.com

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FROM: THE DESK OF THE E-MAIL PROMOTIONS MANAGER INTERNATIONAL PROMOTIONS/PRIZE AWARD DEPARTMENT, MICROSOFT CORPORATION WORLD LOTTERY UNITED KINGDOM.61-70 SOUTHAMPTON ROW BLOOMSBURY LONDON UNITED KINGDOM WC1B 4AR.

REFERENCE NO: 875061725/07
BATCH NO: 505649092/188
WINNING NO: PB8701/LPRC
WINNER: NO17

ELECTRONIC EMAIL AWARD WINNING NOTIFICATION AWARD PRESENTATION CENTER: UNITED KINGDOM

DEAR WINNER,

MICROSOFT CO-OPERATION MANAGEMENT WORLDWIDE ARE PLEASED TO INFORM YOU THAT YOU ARE A WINNER OF OUR ANNUAL MS-WORLD LOTTERY (MEGA JACKPOT LOTTO PROGRAMME) CONDUCTED ON: 10TH OF FERBRUARY 2009
YOUR PERSONAL E-MAIL ADDRESS OR COMPANY EMAIL WAS ATTACHED TO THIS YEAR’S MSWLL. WITH SERIAL NUMBER 7741137002 DREW THE LUCKY NUMBERS 5-13-33-37-42, AND CONSEQUENTLY WON IN THE FIRST LOTTERY CATEGORY. YOU HAVE THEREFORE BEEN APPROVED FOR LUMP SUMS OF $ 1,000,000 (USD ONE MILLION UNITED STATES DOLLARS) PAYABLE IN CASH CREDITED TO FILE REF NO: ILP/HW 875061725/07 THIS IS FROM TOTAL PRIZE MONEY OF $ 25,000,000 USD, SHARED AMONG THE TWENTY-FIVE (25) LUCKY INTERNATIONAL WINNERS IN FIRST AND SECOND CATEGORY.

ALL PARTICIPANTS WERE SELECTED FROM WORLDWIDE A COMPUTER BALLOTING SYSTEM THROUGH OUR MICROSOFT COMPUTER BALLOT SYSTEM DRAWN FROM 21,000 NAMES, 3,000 NAMES FROM EACH CONTINENT (CANADA, ASIA, AUSTRALIA, UNITED STATE, EUROPE, MIDDLE EAST, AFRICA AND OCEANIA, AS PART OF INTERNATIONAL "E-MAIL" PROMOTIONS PROGRAMME, WHICH IS CONDUCTED ANNUALLY FOR OUR PROMINENT MS -WORD USERS ALL OVER THE WORLD TO ENCOURAGE THE USE OF INTERNET AND COMPUTERS WORLDWIDE.

YOUR FUND (CERTIFIED CHEQUE) HAS BEEN INSURED WITH YOUR REF NO: ILP/HW-475061725/07 AND WILL BE READY FOR TRANSFER AS SOON AS YOU CONTACT YOUR CLAIM AGENT DR SMITH WALKER . YOUR E-MAIL ADDRESS SHOULD BE USED IN ALL CORRESPONDENCE WITH YOUR CLAIMS OFFICER, PLEASE NOTE THAT, YOU ARE TO CONTACT YOUR CLAIMS OFFICER VIA EMAIL OR TELEPHONE AS WE ARE PROMOTING THE USE OF E-MAIL. ALSO YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO CALL HIM TO CONFIRM YOUR WINNINGS AND GOVERNMENT TAX PAYMENT THAT IS ALL, AS HE WILL PROVIDE YOU WITH THE NECESSARY DETAILS ON HOW TO CLAIM YOUR PRIZE. AS PART OF OUR SECURITY PROTOCOL YOU ARE TO QUOTE THIS SECURITY CODE MSW/MAY/XX07 TO YOUR CLAIMING AGENT. THIS IS TO PREVENT SCAM.

CONTACT YOUR CLAIMS AGENT OFFICER IN UNITED KINGDOM.
NAME: DR. SMITH WALKER
EMAIL: msnukm@gmail.com
TELEPHONE: +447031975608

NOTE: IN ORDER TO AVOID MISTAKES, PLEASE REMEMBER TO QUOTE YOUR REFERENCE AND BATCH NUMBERS AND YOUR SECURITY CODE OF MSW/MAY/XX07 IN ALL CORRESPONDENCES WITH YOUR CLAIMS OFFICER. DO NOT REPLY ANY OTHER MAILS LIKE THIS ON NET, AS THEY ARE A LOT OF SCAM ARTIST OUT THERE PRETENDING TO BE US.YOU MAY SEE MAILS LIKE THIS DO NOT REPLY. DO CONTACT YOUR CLAIMS OFFICER, DR. SMITH WALKER IN UNITED KINGDOM. YOU WILL BE ASKED TO PROVIDE SOME DETAILS AND AS WELL LET YOU KNOW THE COUNTRIES OF THE PAYING CENTRES AND ALSO TO ENABLE THE OFFICE PROCEED WITH YOUR WINNING CERTIFICATE AND FILE KEEPING.

CONGRATULATIONS, ONCE MORE FROM THE ENTIRE MANAGEMENT AND STAFF OF MICROSOFT CO-OPERATION TO ALL OUR LUCKY WINNERS. THANK YOU FOR BEING PART OF THIS PROMOTIONAL LOTTERY PROGRAM. OUR SPECIAL THANKS AND GRATITUDE TO ALL THE ASSOCIATES FOR ALLEVIATING POVERTY ROUND THE WORLD.

SINCERELY.
MRS BETH MOOD


MRS. TAKIYYAH A'ISHAH

(CO-COORDINTOR).

LOTTERY SPONSORS: CHIEF SPONSORS;

MICROSOFT CORPORATION UK, MICROSOFT CORPORATION AFRICA,
MICROSOFT CORPORATION USA, MICROSOFT CORPORATION ASIA.
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Anyway..who doesn't like money right? hehhehhee... do keep in mind do not reveal your bank account to them. If you really wanna gamble for money..invest it to STC or Totto hehehhee..more SAFE and SURVIVE.