Don't Give Up on Me

Not much to say..enjoy it as Wednesday pleasure... :)

I don't go to church enough,
I curse out loud I drink too much,
I'm more of a sinner than a saint,

Gotta dusty bible on my shelf,
I just pick it up when I need help,
Lord knows there's a lot I need to change,
And I want to baby you make me want to,

(Chorus)
You tie the knot when I'm at the end of my rope,
You never stop believing in me when I don't know,
Who I am or what I'm supposed to be,
I don't give you no good reasons,
But baby don't give up on me,

I've smoked my last cigarette,
At least a hundred times I bet,
I guess I'll just keep quitting til it sticks,
But for all the things I've failed to do,
I've never failed at loving you,
We both know I can't grant your every wish,
But I want to baby you make me want to,

Going Where The Wind Blows

Friday is here...Happy holiday to all. Took a week of leave from works and daily routine and I will go to where the wind blow.. lol




Someone said life is for the taking
Here I am with my hand out waiting for a ride
I've been living on my great expectations
What good is it when I'm stranded here
And the world just passes by

Where are the signs to help me get out of this place
If I should stumble on my moment in time,
How will I know
If the story's written on my face, does it show
Am I strong enough to walk on water
Smart enough to come in out of the rain
Or am I a fool going where the wind blows

Here I sit halfway to somewhere
Thinking about what's in front of me and
what I left behind
On my own, supposed to be so easy
Is this what I've been after
Or have I lost my mind

Maybe this is my chance coming to take me away
If I should stumble on my moment in time,
How will I know
If the story's written on my face, does it show
Am I strong enough to walk on water
Smart enough to come in out of the rain
Or am I a fool going where the wind blows

Here I am walking naked through the world
Taking up space, society's child
Make room for me, make room for me,
make room for me
Am I strong enough to walk on water
Smart enough to come in out of the rain
Or am I a fool

Going where the wind blows
Going where the wind blows
Going where the wind blows
Going where the wind blows

Lights Will Guide You..

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And on your face I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And on your face I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

You and Me..

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Oh.. I do love you,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look i can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is a fade,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh.,..
Your love,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands

Thank you for being there all the time...

If I Forget

I love this songs.. sometimes hard to express by words..




You're a million miles away,
Your voice, it speaks so painfully,
The path is never easy,
YOU gotta do what you've gotta do, I know,
In life we have to compromise,
The chaos of our choices,
And through every endevour,
I think of us forever,
So remember.

If I forget to say I love you,
It doesnt mean that I dont,
If I forget to say I miss you,
It doesnt mean that I,
It doesnt mean that I dont.

So much pressure HAUNTS YOU NOW,
Tell me we can climb this too,
AND Don't give up ON what we have,
Cos i dont wanna live my life,
Without you,
Without you.

If I forget to say I love you,
It doesnt mean that I dont,
If I forget to say I miss you,
It doesnt mean that I,
It doesnt mean that I dont,
It doesnt mean that I dont,
It doesnt mean that I dont,
It doesnt mean that I dont.

If I forget to say I love you,
It doesnt mean that I dont,
If I forget to say I miss you,
It doesnt mean that I,
It doesnt mean that I dont,
It doesnt mean that I dont,
It doesnt mean that I dont

Worth of meaning...

Dia Mengerti..

I'm chatting with one of my good friend today..talking about healing and seeking for answers for something that we are not understand in our life. Why? where? how? who?..no convincing answers. We planned to go to RPK in a month time..maybe we can get the answers there..maybe not..whatever it is, we still believe there is purposes for everything. 

And for that..I remembered this song..believe in Him

Terkadang kita merasa 

Tak ada jalan terbuka

Tak ada lagi waktu

Terlambat sudah

Tuhan tak pernah berdusta

Dia s’lalu pegang janji-Nya

Bagi orang percaya

Mujizat nyata

Reff:

Dia mengerti, Dia peduli

Persoalan yang sedang terjadi

Dia mengerti, Dia peduli

Persoalan yang kita alami

Namun satu yang Dia minta

Agar kita percaya

Sampai mujizat menjadi nyata

Tuhan mengerti

Enjoy the song..God Bless U All

This Is The Road You Walk!!

I can’t sleep. Too much thinking or stress yet to heal? Maybe.. I don’t know. I dig up my wardrobe with intention to pack all my unused stuff and keep it at the corner of room and guess what? I found my old diary…. years ago. I can’t stop myself to read it…again and again. Almost 2 hours to finished it. Wah.. the stories of 364 days! Then I compared what I’ve done this year..nothing to be proud of.. mostly a ‘grey episodes’ arrgghh.. why? I’m in deep ‘emotion’ this year. I should gain back that energy and excitement. Yes.. I should.

I don’t know why suddenly I remember this song. It is because of the lyrics? the meaning? I’m not sure. But I know it’s mean something to me. I hope I can figure it out soon.

Towards The Future Look! Look at your feet

This is the road you walk

Look! Look ahead of you

That is your future

My mother gave me so much kindness

"Embrace, love and walk," she said over and over

At that time I was still immature I didn't understand her meaning

She held my hand And walked with me

Our dreams are always high up in the sky

It's scary that they might not come true

But we still continue to chase them

Because it's our story

We don't want to give up

When I was unsure, she held my hand and walked with me
There were times when I hated that kindness

When separated from my mother

I couldn't be obedient

Look! Look at your feet

This is the road you walk

Look! Look ahead of you

That is your future

There were times when I hated that kindness

When separated from my mother I couldn't be obedient

Look! Look at your feet

This is the road you walk

Look! Look ahead of you

That is your future

Look! Look at your feet

This is the road you walk

Look! Look ahead of you

That is your future Turn towards the future

Let's walk slowly...

Anyway, it is Japanese song. I’m sure you all know it. The song title ‘Miraie’. I’ve translate it… couldn’t remember where I get it. But I did wrote at my diary. There’s must be something that I miss.. hehhehe..will figure it out soon.. who knows.. will answer some of my questions.. hahahaha

Welcome To My Life

(Happy Weekend Everybody....)

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be like me

Everybody asked me how am I today? why? how come?..well..feel lazy to answer and not in a mood of talking (but yes to chat..hehheehe..know what I mean). So to make it short here how I feel today..just refer to the LYRICS..Whatever It is...Rock On!!! :)